Where it happened: Her Car
Years a many have gone by without knowing the experience of a first kiss. The chance cam up every now and then, but at those times I would thing “do I really want this person to five me my first kiss?” and the answer was “no”. Recently, I had a beautiful girl all over me and I couldÃƒâ€ ve had it all, but once again I showed how picky I am and refused. So, being a young man of sixteen years I still never had the experience of a first kiss. I hate being desparate, but I was becoming that way… there was a girl that I really liked and I talked to her everyday, so one night I told her that I would be willing to run to her house to be able to taste her lips… she didn’t believe me, but she still refused to accept my offer. I was just completely shot down by a fourteen year-old, that’s depressing. At that time I determined that I will not go for anyone that’s younger than me, and that line of thinking eventually paid off.
One of my current jobs is at a movie theatre. I just got that job about three weeks ago. There were only two girls that I would even think about kissing. One of them was the girl that was all over me and I completely refused her because if she was willing to go all the way in only three weeks, I didn’t want it. So that only left the other girl. She’s intelligent, beautiful, and kind. I started talking to her and it was obvious to everyone that I liked her, but I guess she really didn’t notice. But one night I was talking to her and ended up training in the box office (where she works) we got off work around 1am and I suggested that we go to taco bell. This was the first time I really spent time with her. Taco Bell ended up being closed, so we ended up getting doughnuts, I paid, of course. We sat in the parking lot for about twenty mins because she said we should go. We were still talking about misc. subjects that had to do with life. I was somewhat hesitant in telling her that I was a virgin and that I’ve never been kissed before. She was shocked. She said that she thought I would’ve had many girlfriends, but I told her how picky I was.
We were talking about earlier years of school and how she didn’t really have many people going after her, she said “I don’t know why, I guess I wasn’t pretty enough” and of course I couldn’t accept her thinking this, so I said “Do you want to know what I think?” “What?” “I think you’re very beautiful…” Then she said “I think you’re going a little too far” and I said, “I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t mean it”. Eventually we got to my neighborhood. At this time it’s about 1:30am. She asked, “Where do you live?” I responded “I don’t know” she said “You’re not going to tell me, are you?, I didn’t think so… well I guess I’ll just drive around for awhile and you’ll tell me if we pass it…ÃƒÂ¶ Soon enough she got tired of driving around and said “Wanna see me house?” I said “sure”… So we drove back and this time I told her where I lived and we just parked in front of my house. That’s where the whole conversation started. At this time it was almost 1:50am a few minutes into the conversation I admitted that I was still a virgin and that I’ve never kissed anyone. She was shocked when I said that. Then I asked her if she had a friend like herself, and when she said no I acted all disappointed and she asked why, and I told her that I wouldnÃƒâ€ t mind having someone like her. Then I told her that when I was with the other girl when I couldÃƒâ€ ve had it all, but didnÃƒâ€ t. I was so close to receiving my first kiss, and I told her I just wanted a kiss. At this time she started figuring out what my intentions were. She said ÃƒÂ´I know what youÃƒâ€ re hinting atÃƒÂ¶ and of course I played dumb and was like ÃƒÂ´What are you talking about?ÃƒÂ¶ and she responds, ÃƒÂ´IÃƒâ€ m not stupid, and IÃƒâ€ m not easily fooledÃƒÂ¶ and I said ÃƒÂ´Okay, then tell me what you think IÃƒâ€ m talking about and she said ÃƒÂ´You want a kiss from me, donÃƒâ€ t you?ÃƒÂ¶. And, of course I wouldnÃƒâ€ t mind so I said ÃƒÂ´You already know how picky I am so just take it as a complement that IÃƒâ€ d want my first kiss from you.ÃƒÂ¶. She was surprised how the mood changed so suddenly, and wasnÃƒâ€ t sure if it would be right. She said that she didnÃƒâ€ t want me to think differently of her, and she didnÃƒâ€ t want to lose a friend over one kiss, and of course I promised her and then told her IÃƒâ€ d seal the promise with a kiss. At this time I was getting pretty nervous, think about itÃƒÂ this is one girl thatÃƒâ€ s great, and finally someone I would be extremely happy to receive a kiss from. I didnÃƒâ€ t feel it would be a good idea to remain in front of my house so we drove down the street and parked somewhere else. We both thought about all off this for a while and talked about it, and she mentioned that she didnÃƒâ€ t want this affecting our friendship.
The situation had more heat to it now, and we both chewed a piece of gum (not like either of us has bad breath or anything). It was probably around 2:30am. She had the air conditioner on so my nose was all stuffed up now, but I wasnÃƒâ€ t going to let that stop me. I could tell that it was going to happen, but she felt bad for her boyfriend, and I told her not to worry because sheÃƒâ€ s just doing me a ÃƒÂ´friendly favorÃƒÂ¶ and that itÃƒâ€ s nothing more than a kiss. I told her ÃƒÂ´ItÃƒâ€ s not like weÃƒâ€ re having sex or anythingÃƒÂ¶. I was surprised nowÃƒÂ I wasnÃƒâ€ t nervous at all, and she was the one getting nervous. It was really cute, if someone was watching they would think that IÃƒâ€ m the experienced one. Multiple times we asked each other if we were ready but we said ÃƒÂ´WellÃƒÂ youÃƒâ€ re over there and IÃƒâ€ m over here, how are we going to do this?ÃƒÂ¶ so, eventually, we figured out that we would have to move closer. She asked me if I wanted a ÃƒÂ´kissÃƒÂ¶ of a ÃƒÂ´kiss-kissÃƒÂ¶ and of course I had not idea what she was talking about. So, I asked her ÃƒÂ´Are you asking if I want a ÃƒÂ¦peckÃƒâ€ or a ÃƒÂ¦real kissÃƒâ€ ?ÃƒÂ¶, and she said ÃƒÂ´yesÃƒÂ¶. Of course I want a real kiss. Since IÃƒâ€ m the man, I had to move first. We both turned to each other and connected, we kissed once and barely bumped teeth. I immediately pulled away, I really donÃƒâ€ t know why I did, but maybe I was just scared. Me pulling away so abruptly took her by surprise and she said ÃƒÂ´Is that it?ÃƒÂ¶ and I wittingly responded, ÃƒÂ´You want more?ÃƒÂ¶ and she said ÃƒÂ´I just wanted to know if thatÃƒâ€ s satisfying enough for your first kiss. I said ÃƒÂ´Well, I was kind of expecting more, but I donÃƒâ€ t have a choice if itÃƒâ€ s not satisfyingÃƒÂ¶. And she said, ÃƒÂ´You have a choiceÃƒÂ¶. I was happy to hear that. She said ÃƒÂ´This time, just go with the flowÃƒÂ¶ and I agreed. We stared into each others eyes, moved closer, and at that time I tasted her lips and it was great! When I finally left her car it was 3:20am. And for the next couple days I had a really big smile on my face. WeÃƒâ€ ll see if it happens againÃƒÂ ÃƒÂ that would be cool.