Heather, I’m sorry your first time was so terrible. I hope you’ve had the chance to experiance the better side of sex in the past 4 years. The sad part is at least one of those freaks probably saw your message. Seems like only horny teens (guilty as charged) and sick individuals submit here. Do me a favor: Find a copy of the song “Rock and Roll Dreams Come True” (Meat Loaf) and listen close to the lyrics. No one should have to go through what you did.